This is too hard.
My built walls I dare not pull down.
It scares me too much.
Unfeeling life goes on unperturbed.
You will always be my home .Ava adore.
I shall still walk away.
I shall still stick to decisions.
I die when you go away.
Parts of me fight.
A for anarchy , D for dream.
H for happiness, D for desolation.
And though the center holds the rings around fall way.
*that riff from rhinoceros-smashing pumpkins*
"speak to me in a language I can hear
humor me before I have to go
deep in thought I forgive everyone
as the cluttered streets greet me once again"